Hey there all…
I know I have not written in a while, but I had to take a personal break as my depression and anxiety really got the best of me after my doctor changed my medication. I wanted to restart writing earlier but never got around to it. So first I want to thank you all for your private message during that time.
Tonight, I wanted to write about the beautiful blessing a child brings. Being a mother has times of joy as well as times when we all struggle to do more than what we can for our children. I have one amazing daughter, and I thank God daily for what she brings into my life. As a mother, I have always tried to give her the best life, and I am sure most mothers would agree you would or have too. My daughter is now a teenager, and between school events such as a basketball game and her extra activities such as scouts, she keeps me busy. Yet I would not change it at all.
Sometimes, as a mother I have found there has been times where I feel that I was the worst mother and she could do better elsewhere, but I know this is untrue. Tonight as I thought that I have disappointed her she reminded me how special I really was to her and that things are going to be just fine. She told me that she appreciated everything I did and that she understands that we just can’t do the impossible. This just shows me that I have raised an amazing young lady and I am so Proud to be her mom.
She will always be my baby girl regardless of how old she is, and I can say I now understand how my mother worries about me and how I love to be there for her when she needs me the most.